What if I tell you that I got back with my ex because I gave up…?
I give up looking for someone in my life.
I’m not expecting anything anymore.
You know when I started to be like this?
After my dad pressured me to study law.
All my dreams are crushed, I lose hopes…
But at least I have someone now and he knows me very well.
Maybe this is the biggest mistake in my life or the greatest choice I’ve ever made.
Yea it’s cool to study abroad but…studying something you don’t like, that’s depressing.
Now, everything I do is Lillahi Taala.
I think all this happened is to make me closer to Him.
I only got £50 in my bank account!!
but I think I can survive for about two weeks, only for foods.
I asked my sister to tell my dad :/
I spent my money without checking my balance. ahah
Hope my dad transfer some money as soon as possible.
Cora Carmack, Finding It